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I never saw "Blood the Last Vampire" movie, but I did see Blood +.

I just saw a commercial for a live action Blood the Last Vampire movie. COOL!? I don't know. It looked better than that Dragon Ball Z live action movie.

I saw a neat commercial yesterday.

When it started, I thought, "This has to be a Harry Potter commercial," because it was a bunch of kids in a nondescript train station.

There was an electronic sign saying where trains were going. One said "Hogwarts" one said "Atlantis" one said "Sherwood Forest" and I think one might even have said "Narnia"?

Anyway, it was a commercial trying to convince kids to read. I thought it was neat.

My parents are talking about sending me to some sort of counselor because having our house robbed has completely destroyed me.

I don't want to play Animal Crossing.

I don't want to play anything anymore.

This will never be resolved. No one will be arrested or punished. Our police department is incredibly inept.

This house will never be safe again. They broke in it once, they can quite easily do it again.

My parents keep getting angry because I say stuff like that, but it's completely true.

I told my parents I wanted to get a key lock and deadbolt for my bedroom door. My dad agreed to do it, but went on a long tirade about how it's pointless.

My mom got angry and told me if I feel so strongly, I should go live with my grandmother (the one that lives close to us). I don't want to live with her. So she told me to go live with the other one (that lives farther away). But she doesn't have the internet--plus, I'd have to move back in order to go to school next semester, but I don't want to go to school either.

I don't want to leave the house because they'll come back when nobody is here and steal the rest of our stuff.

Someone called the house today. The caller ID had a hispanic name. I feel so incredibly strongly that it was my sister's ex-boyfriend calling from someone else's house. It's like we're being mocked.

This will never be resolved. There will never be justice. This house is not safe. My sister is a scourge. It is all her fault. She told him we were gone. She told him how long we'd be gone. This is all her fault. ALL. HER. FAULT. And nothing of hers got stolen because he claims he's "in love with her". So much so that he'll break in our fucking house and rob us--but not her.

I hate her so much. I hate her so much. This is all her fault. She had to date him, even though he was a FUCKING DRUG DEALER BACK IN FUCKING MIDDLE SCHOOL. MY STUPID FUCKING DUMB-AS-HELL SISTER. I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.

Robo's Never Gonna Give You Up

Whaaaaaaaat?!

It sounds kind of cool...

EDIT:

Quote: [ Probably already discussed, but both Robo's Theme and Never Gonna Give You Up are lifted basslines and drums from "Trapped", an obscure '85 dance song. ]

She doesn't even care that we were robbed anymore because nothing of hers was stolen.

Assuming my sister's ex-boyfriend did it, this is all indirectly her fault.

Because we knew he was trash, and my parents tried to separate them, but she continued dating him for months in secret. She kept secret cell phones, she and all her friends used made up names to refer to him and his friends (who she also was not supposed to be seeing), and generally did whatever the fuck she wanted.

I mean, we were told that he fucking sold drugs in middle school, and my parents still couldn't keep my sister away from him, because she was bound and determined to do everything my parents told her not to do. It didn't matter that he was a drug dealer or a thug, she just wanted to do what she had been expressly forbidden from doing.

And then our house got robbed, but nothing of hers got stolen.

There were no fingerprints, because whoever did it wore gloves. They broke some of the furniture in my room--I realized they did it so they could unplug my PS3.

My PS3 was one of the 60GB, backwards-compatible ones that they don't even fucking make anymore.

I don't see why I should bother getting anything replaced, because he'll just come back and fucking rob us again.

We'll never see any of our stuff again. At this point, I'm more bothered because my mother lost a lot of jewelry worth a lot of money and that had a lot of sentimental value.

If it is him, this is all HER FAULT FOR BEING SUCH AN IGNORANT BITCH.

I can't ever go anywhere again because they'll fucking come when we're not here and finish stealing everything out of our house, and our fucking neighbors won't see or hear anything, of course.

There is no peace of mind anymore. I will always fear that when I return home, it will have been broken into and robbed again.

I hope they find who did this, and I hope they go to jail, but neither of those things will happen.

This is all her fault. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her.

I went on vacation with my family. We've been gone since last Sunday.

My uncle came over every day to take care of the dogs and stuff. He didn't come today because we were coming back today.

Someone broke into our house. They stole all the video game consoles (PS2, original 60GB PS3, GameCube) I had in my room, FFVII, and a Game Boy Player start up disk for the GameCube.

They literally destroyed my room, but all my games and anime and books and manga appear to be here, with the exception of what I said earlier.

My mother's jewelry and all my father's guns were stolen. We don't keep serial numbers or anything like that on record, and jewelry doesn't have stuff like that. None of it was insured.

My sister thinks her ex-boyfriend did it. My sister's room was the only room that was not touched.

I don't feel safe here. This place it dirty. It's like it's been infected with a venereal disease. I don't want to live here anymore.

So, I'm not interested in Twilight, but I'm not one of those people who harbor a rabid hatred of it.

Anyway, the actor that plays Edward was being chased by fangirls and he got hit by a taxi. I'm sure the fangirls were upset.

"got hit by a taxi" makes it sound worse than it actually was. He was only "clipped" by the taxi.

Fangirls are probably really scary.

I was looking here, and the person mentioned Kamchatka. Someone in the comments said that no one knew about Kamchatka outside of the game Risk. Now, while I've heard the word "Risk" used to refer to a board game, I've never played it, but I have heard of Kamchatka.

When I was in the middle school, I read Harry Potter fan-fiction (including poorly written romance fics), but I found an extremely long one that took place partially in Kamchatka. Other than that, I don't really remember much, other than the fact that Harry was inexplicably taken to Russia with Dumbledore by accident, they found a girl wandering around, and Lupin, but at the time, I thought it was fantastic. It was long enough to be an actual book, and while I might not feel the same way about it if I were to read it now, I thought it was just great at the time.

It had a sequel, which I believe was even longer, that involved an exchange program to a Chinese wizarding school. Part of the story took place with Harry and the others in China, while the other half took place at Hogwarts.

Anyway, that was a LOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago. Here's a link to both the stories.

I forgot about the Lupin romance part, but that stuff is obviously obsolete since ... you know, J.K. Rowling finished the series. Still, I thought it was fascinating when I read it, and you might too.

Speaking of Harry Potter fan-fiction, I remember this one story; it was so dark. Harry's mental connection with Voldemort became so strong that when he went to sleep, he'd actually see Voldemort killing people--and he was killing a lot of people. Percy was working for the Ministry, and the Ministry was trying to make it look like Harry was doing it, even though Harry was half dead due to the fact that he couldn't go to sleep without experiencing horrible things. I think the story was never finished while I was interested. The last thing I remember is that in one of Harry's dream-experiences, he saw a family being killed. A little girl was hiding under a bed or something, and she could see Harry, even though he wasn't there, and she asked him to help. That was where the chapter ended, and if it ever continued beyond that point, I never saw it.

There was another one, which might actually be the same one I mentioned above. Harry is being beaten by the Dursley's, and I think Snape saves him. There was some vague explanation that Muggles can use some ancient form of magic based on hatred or something, and they had to use this extremely painful method of magical extraction to literally pull the Dursley's hate out of Harry's body. Snape was uncharacteristically caring in it, I believe, but you'll find that anything is possible in fan-fiction.

I remember when fanfiction.net used to allow x-rated stories. And you could limit your searches to them. Cough. Not that I did that, because had I done so, I would have been completely unable to find the aforementioned fanfics. Cough.

Every time I type a post at the AXA forums, the forums stop working and I have to wait an hour to post the damn thing.

It's really really really annoying.

Also, by the time it lets me post it, I don't want to anymore and end up deleting the post entirely.

But I do that most of the time everywhere.

There's nothing on the Internet today.

There's nothing on TV anymore. Like, seriously. NOTHING. It's really annoying.

I've noticed an almost rabid hatred of the fact that Square-Enix made Final Fantasy XI and XIV numbered Final Fantasy games. I don't know why some people are so adamant about that, but I assume it has something to do with the fact that they won't ever play the games, so they feel like they've been gypped or something.

Sort of similar to how everyone that played Kingdom Hearts except me is praying for Kingdom Hearts Wii because they can't afford a PS3.

I think I'm going to pick up Magician's Quest: Mysterious Times in the near future because it sounds really interesting. In fact, it sounds like Konami took Animal Crossing, got rid of all the stupid stuff, and then replaced it with really cool stuff and magic.

I've been waiting for Fat Princess to be released, because it looks really fun, but I heard that the beta had abysmal problems, so I'm probably going to wait and see what people say after it's released before I decide to buy it.

I've been hearing things about Tomodachi Collection, and I think it looks really cool. I'm hoping that it gets localized here. Soon, all I'll play are games that are like Animal Crossing.

I forgot to walk today. I'm going to have to walk two hours tomorrow to make up for it... Or that's what I'm saying right now.

I can't let go of things.

I remember humiliating things I did or that happened to me in the past, and they bother me for the rest of my life.

IT REALLY BOTHERS ME. I am so sick of these memories haunting me and making me feel so stupid.

Every time one of those memories pops into my head, I want to crawl into a hole and die--that's how humiliated I feel, and that's coming from my own mind. No one knows what I'm thinking about.

I start making as much noise as I can to try to distract my mind. I can't stand this stupid feeling of humiliation.

I'm going to catalog the ones I can think of. Incidentally, now that I've started this, I can't think of many. I'll catalog others later in hopes of getting rid of this stupid feeling, which won't happen.

( My First Crush )

( This haunts me so much so much so much so much so much )

Apparently, someone broke into our cars last night, but it doesn't look like anything was stolen (we think).

I, being the paranoid kind of person, am concerned that someone could have put bombs in the cars or cut the brake lines or whatever, but of course, my fears are ignored.

My mom called the police to file a report, and while they police can't tell us who, they said that other people in our neighborhood reported things stolen.

There was a bike in the middle of the road when my dad left for work, and my mom said she thought it might have been stolen, which would make sense.

So yesterday, I guess, Little Kuriboh was talking about an anime convention or something and mentioned "Sailor Moon Abridged" and I was like, "There's a Sailor Moon Abridged?!"

I looked it up. Sometimes it's funny; sometimes it isn't, but it was overall enjoyable. It's based on the dub, but that's okay.

My sister goes to bed between 2 and 4 o'clock in the morning and gets up between 3 and 5 o'clock during the day.

Except today she didn't get up until almost 6:00 pm.

My dad's been treating me like shit (rather, he's been snubbing me) since the bush thing.

I cut the front and back yard. I put cedar chips out where the bushes are, which was something he intended to do. We had a dead tree cut down, and I moved half of it to the road by myself.

He never said ANYTHING to me. He didn't say, "Thanks," or "I appreciate it." He continued to snub me. My mom said that he wanted an apology for the bush thing.

I started to get pissed out because he was acting like a baby over the whole thing, especially considering my sister is a bitch all the time and never does anything around the house (and he doesn't sulk about her for days on end).

Well, today, I finished taking the rest of the tree to the road with my mom (I didn't ask her to help).

I take a daily walk. I walk around our pool for an hour. Well, my dad came out and acted like he wanted to joke around. I'm still pissed about the way he's been treating me, and I walked away and went inside. I hadn't finished my walk yet, either.

Now I'm afraid I've screwed up by doing it. But I still don't appreciate the way he's been treating me, and I'm not ready to be buddy-buddy with him again.

I saw an episode of Spongebob Squarepants that was just like this, except they found the mattress in the cartoon.

An Israeli woman wanted to surprise her mother with a new mattress, so she threw out the old one, only to be told that the mattress contained $1 million dollars the mother had been saving.

Squidward: "HAVEN'T YOU EVER HEARD OF A BANK!?"
Mr. Krabs: "NOOOOOO!"